My arms and my feet aches more than I could imagine. If you could only see, my veins are now more visible than usual. I can manage the physical pain, and I know konting kantinko tangal na to. but I don’t think may pain reliever para naman sa sakit ng loob?

You see im full of hatred right now and all the fucked up things are coming out on my head. This is too much.. laging ganito, paulit ulit

Parang scrabble na yung utak ko. Scrabble na may sound effect pa dahil sa mga bibig na paulit ulit na sermon. Umuulit na naman yng kinakatakutan kong baka in the end kailangan na na naman akong mag give way sa sarili ko para sa iba. Yun kailangan mamili. Kung sarili ba o yung iba.. been there already, ilang beses na nga kaya ganito nalang ako. I don’t know if chances actually have a diabolic mind or a twisted sense of humor.

Err..
Just venting my blues. Somehow, I wish that could elevate my depression, angst and irritation.