non-sensical

It's been a long time since I actually typed in something here. I've been busy lately... actually I was sick. Maybe up to this time I am not used to (agen), applying for work, communicating and sucking up to the many people. Yes, I am not a social being anymore. Therefore I am not human. And what am I? I am a vampire? BWAHHAHAHAHAH! Ok, I'll shut up. ..wait... not yet... I still have some things to say, like how I will offer myself for the happiness of others or for the many to be exact. Sometimes you know, it's better not to care, not to love cause you really get attached and the world without those people you 'learned' to have feelings for would be a lonely place. Am I talking pure nonsense?

Good, because *points above* this is purely nonsense stuff.

But really, after i watched this band performed suddenly the world became so damn colorful that I am starting to wish now that I met him before pa or we became classmate/friend instead of being just a fan. Damn my heart! Damn these feelings! well, ano nga ba ang napapala ko sa kanya? Hell!

wahhh. Pure emotional torture sinking into you! Ok, I’ll stop…one more minute and I’ll suffer from suffocating pain again.



Quote for the day: I can only love him …He can only hurt me…

Question for the day: When does the hurting stop?

music video

have you guys seen kyla's video of til they take my heart away? take notice of the 3 guys in one corner of the resto's.. was that glen that's playing a guitar? yes glen the FEU soccer player...

oh, well isa na namang batchmate na gustong sumikat.. GOODLUCK.

HAPPY FATHERS DAY!!

most of the time we find it difficult to tell our FATHER how much we love and care for him.
and on this SPECIAL day, we should not think that merely showering him with most expensive gift. the words we need to utter is the most precious gift they can have.


I LOVE YOU DAD. thanks for sharing your life on us.

comfortably numb...

"Comfortably Numb" done in the BeeGee's Staying Alive style.... kinda Numb meets disco fever.......
A song so true and for me..... one to share tonight,

Sailing through the tunnels

In the morning by yourself

There's a very special feeling

True sensation all is well

If you stand and reach your arms out wide

Close your eyes and try to fly

It's an underground illusion

Tricking you from side to side

We knew all the answers

And we shouted them like anthems

Anxious and suspicious

That God knew how much we cheated

It can't come quickly enough

And now you've spent your life

Waiting for this moment

And when you finally saw it come

It passed you by and left you so defeated

Skyscrapers rise between us

Keeping me from finding you

If the concrete architecture

Dissapeared there'd be so few

Of us left to navigate and

Defend ourselves from the tide

It's an underground illusion

Tricking you from side to side

There's no indication of

What we were meant to be

Sucking up to strangers

Throwing wishes to the sea

It can't come quickly enough

And now you've spent your life

Waiting for this moment

And when you finally saw it come

It passed you by and Left you so defeated

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"I don't know what to do When we talk I feel like I've died twice " It promises to be a busy week. There are a lot of things the Demons and I have been discussing. Work. Life. Love. Friends, ( Okaaayy. This is definitely one of those days when I feel that the whole world is mad at me. My friends seem so distant and I don't know why. Oh well. Tomorrow is another day)