occasionally i find myself dwelling in the past and entertaining the notion that the GOOD OLD DAYS will MAGICALLY come back.
letting go of someone you REALLY love and cherish is quite difficult. you'll never know where to get the emotional strength and wisdom to achieve this feat. May time na i want to hold and yet i want to end everything. Kahit yung memory ko minsan gusto ko na ring mawala para hindi ko na siya maaalala pa.
i am so affected lately by the VALENTINE sadness syndrome. i dunno i feel that im lacking something kahit ano pang deny ang gawin ko sa sarili ko. MALUNGKOT ako. tama. sa edad ko feeling ko nahuhuli na ako sa iba. feeling ko abnormal. ang panget ng feeling lalao na pag na-aawkward ako pag napag uusapan yung LOVE life.
all i know is that im inlove and will always been inlvoe with this star who will never ever fall for me.
sana kahapon nalang ulit para masaya ako.
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