Friday, July 15, 2005

SUICIDE

since last week two of my friends were discussing to me theri ideas of DEATH particularly SUICIDE.

ISH who happened to have a project with her ehheemmm BOSS kaya she gathered opinion. ny other friend was actually in his BLUES STATE. pareho silang nakaapekto sa panananaw ko about this matter.

usually we hear from people is very often that the person who hangs himself, slive her wrist o kaya uminom ng lason (tulad ng baygon/ alcohol etc) ay sinsabing MAHINA to face and resolve problem. kung hindi naman may SAKIT SA ULO. they refer SUICIDE as INSANITY. but i think a person who commits it may not be the SANEST person on earth though he could be SANER and stronger than most.

sabi ng essay ni DL Generoso na nabasa ko dati "SUICIDE is not limited to killing onself. it can also be acts that put one's life in grave danger, pursuing a life that leads to PREMATURE DEATH or knowingly walking into an INVITAION TO DIE."

kung ganun pala, si NINOY AQUINO nag commit ng suicide. bumalik kasi siya ng pinas despite ng lahat ng warning na pwede siyang iassassinate. mas lalo na siguro si JESUS CHRIST di ba? who went on with his CHRISTIANIZATION of the world,, fully aware that by his acts he would be CRUCIFIED. sensible ba ako?
ibig sabihin rin kasi suicide ring masasabi kung hindi ako laging humahawak sa loob ng JEEPNEY lalo na pag mabilis yung takbo nito kahit na alam kong pwede akong tumalsik sa labas ano mang oras mabangga yung sasakyan. =D


sabi ni ish sa mga pinoy daw yung concept natin ng SUICIDE nag umpisa nung mga bata pa tayo. kasi sa isang taon ng pag -aaral nag coconsume tayo ng 180 days sa pagkanta araw araw ng BAYANG MAGILIW este LUPANG HINIRANG na pinaparating natin sa kanta na lahat tayo ready "MAMATAY NG DAHIL SAYO"... hehehee

dito na kami nag argue. kasi it is dying for a CAUSE. bakit kasi okey mamatay for a cause, for another person, para sa BAYAN? pero hindi pwede sa sarili?

siguro dati hindi ko maintindihan at sarado isipan ko. kasi karamihan din ayaw ng ganito. most of us dont like it because it makes us feel guilty and responsible for the act. somehow lalo na pag factor tayo o related tayo dun sa nag o mag susuicide. i prefer not to look at it that way anymore. id like to think that maybe, they have a more DEFINED and CONCRETE concept, of and a STRONGER FAITH in the AFTERLIFE.

salamat sa mga friends kong ito at ang dami kong natutunan.

=D

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