Wednesday, June 29, 2005

non-sensical

It's been a long time since I actually typed in something here. I've been busy lately... actually I was sick. Maybe up to this time I am not used to (agen), applying for work, communicating and sucking up to the many people. Yes, I am not a social being anymore. Therefore I am not human. And what am I? I am a vampire? BWAHHAHAHAHAH! Ok, I'll shut up. ..wait... not yet... I still have some things to say, like how I will offer myself for the happiness of others or for the many to be exact. Sometimes you know, it's better not to care, not to love cause you really get attached and the world without those people you 'learned' to have feelings for would be a lonely place. Am I talking pure nonsense?

Good, because *points above* this is purely nonsense stuff.

But really, after i watched this band performed suddenly the world became so damn colorful that I am starting to wish now that I met him before pa or we became classmate/friend instead of being just a fan. Damn my heart! Damn these feelings! well, ano nga ba ang napapala ko sa kanya? Hell!

wahhh. Pure emotional torture sinking into you! Ok, I’ll stop…one more minute and I’ll suffer from suffocating pain again.



Quote for the day: I can only love him …He can only hurt me…

Question for the day: When does the hurting stop?

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